Why don't you smile?

Some people around me think I have a perfect life where pain don't exist. But it's not, it's not at all. My parents ask too much, much more than I can give. At every level, emotionally, in terms of the notes in high school ... I'm not the perfect child they want.
I dont have many friends, but the friends that i have are true friends.
As to the family ... better not to talk.
You keep thinking that my life is perfect? Well it doesn't end there. I'm not happy with who I am, I hate my body, I do not like my personality, I don't like anything ... and I hate my past. I hate everything that I had to go and I hate what I've become.
So if you wanna continue talking silly things about me, ok, do it. The thing is that i can't stop you, you're powerful than i am but i can tell you one thing that i promise you will never change: You will never break me up. Yeah, probably you throw me down but I assure you I rise as I have done so far and I'll tell you more ... You should think about how selfish and evil that you are being. Are you having fun with my pain? Fuck you!